we must center ourselves in crushdom and remember things need not lead anywhere. crushdom is a potent space of possibility and excitement. crushdom need not be impending doom wrapped in butterflies. the infinity of crushdom does not need to be difficult. it can just be a smooth ride in crushville. let’s all appreciate you can like someone and not think farther than that. you don’t need to have feelings about your feelings! you don’t need to excuse your existence or plan things out!!! you don’t need to legitimize or validate that shit! hell yeah!!!!!! crushville.
is that a shrimp cocktail
I believe The Spazz is one of our most important modern archetypes.
also i really need a fucking driver’s license and it’s so stupid i don’t have one i feel like this is evidence of my complete failure as a human/adult.
today went pretty well and S checked in with me about our weird dynamic and she is actually very understanding and easy to talk to and i think everything’s gonna be ok but on the other hand i am still very lonely and overwhelmed with FUTURE and i need to be cuddled.